Mood is very very tired.

Ok all I can say now is: I'm totally beat and I hate that ulcer at the back of my mouth. 2.4 totally owned the living shit out of me. I really can't believe I clocked 11.40mins. That's really slow btw (sry to Napfa failures). 2 years ago I was 1 minute faster than the qualifying time for A and now I'm 20 seconds to failure. Woo what a big contrast. I think 1 year of photog and no exercise has proven to be really bad for unfit Wei Shuen. I really miss the NCC trainings I used to have :( 2 minutes per round was a joke then. Gosh. I really really can't believe I clocked almost 1.54 minutes per round! 6 seconds slower per round and I'll be thrown amongst the overweight 3 months BMT pple. I must treat PE seriously now. New resolution no. 6.

Speaking about resolutions, I think I'm derailing from my plans for 2009. I'm starting to fall asleep during maths and econs lectures and I'm lagging behind on tutorials. No Matthew Ng Wei Shuen. Wake up. The going may get tough but it's the tough that gets going :D yay. That shall be my personal motto for 2009. But, seriously, apart from ambitious motto, I think school work and photog is really taking up any existing rest time I've. I can't even afford to be sick. After looking at the 2009 Events List, I can forsee that my j2 life will consist of just lagging behind hwk (due to lessons missed for event coverage) and chasing up on them and the cycle goes on. Gosh. I'm turning into a no-life freak soon!

I'm also getting rather distracted by music again nowadays. A fatal mistake I made in J1. Somehow after Zhi Ler told me he's going to play with Caleb's new band, I suddenly feel eager to give myself a new start as well. I've been losing sleep fantasizing about pro guitarists and vocalists from the new mainstream J1s. I really want to start jamming all over again. And this time with the right pple. No matter what you guys think, 3:45 was a failure and I'm eager to find a new bunch of people that matches my music preferences. I'm just worried I might fall into the same trap I did during J1. Haiz. Music you rock and you suck.

Ok I'm signing off already. Seriously very veryy tired.