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Haiz. I seem to have lost all my attention in my studies nowadays. I haven't been able to really settle down into doing my homework on weekends ever since I came back from Maldives. Probably it's the photog. Back to back event coverage & photog outings hasn't been doing good to my concentration at all. I must admit I've become less able to multi-task recently. For eg I used to be able to think of things while walking last time but now when I walk, my mind just thinks "walk" & nothing else. And I get flustered very easily if I've 2 important tasks at hand simultaneously. Something is eating up my concentration...and it's real bad. I need to return back to the days when my weekends were solely meant for homework. Boring but totally essential. I need to review my Resolutions2009. Soon. NOW! I need like 2 weeks of NIL activities to settle down. I need to learn when to put aside photog. I need to tear down my drums and throw away my drumsticks. I need to get my HP line cut so I don't even think about sms-ing. I need a pair of mugger specs like 8)this & get my ass settled on my mugger chair. I really wish that sometimes my willpower to study isn't so dependent on my mood. It's kind of worrying this year is the final year. I'm gg back to study again