Love & Life

I'm blogging here on my iPod touch. V late into the night. Or rather early into the morning. In fact, I'm totally beat after going out with brother chun and going for 4C reunion dinner but I just can't sleep after reading zhiler's latest blog post about living life.

Seriously, although sometimes I feel that my life is full, there're certain times when I feel there's still smthing missing. Something which I admit I've been wanting to try but haven't got to. I think it's getting into a relationship. Ok I bet I'm talking like some ignorant adolescent here. But I think it's pretty true. I don't think my drumming, photog and studies are so pro I don't need to pay anymore attention to them but I suddenly feel like trying out smthing new in life that's close to my heart. In fact, it has been ages since I last chased someone 'cause I found RS lame then. Drumming and jamming was everything to me during the previous year. I remembered telling myself I don't mind sacrificing a RS if I could be a pro drummer. lol Maybe I'm just blabbering all these nonsense because I'm no longer as committed to my band stuff. Is love a distraction? Hmm no idea.

It's really kinda hard to live life to the fullest I guess. Esp when our lives are ran by smone else. Ever since stepping into RV i could predict that im going to become a salaried worker in the future. Sometimes I feel not enough time and opportunites are given to us to experiment what we really like. For all I know, music could be my career. But I don't dare to venture in that direction because life is short and I shldnt risk wasting it. But could it be exactly for the fact that life is short I shld pursue smthing that I truly enjoy? Gee irony.

Right it's getting late. If you are reading this post as soon as i'm finished with it, you shld sleep.